德文郡手稿/我找不到安宁,我的战争都结束了
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f. [82r]
1 我找不到安宁,我的战争都结束了on{_o}ne
2 我害怕又希望 / 我燃烧又像冰一样冰冷 /
3 我飞翔在天堂,却无法升起 /
4 我一无所有,却失去全世界
5 那松开和 ^nor. 锁住将我囚禁在pri{p`}son
6 囚禁我,却无法让我逃脱
7 既不让我活,也不让我死,由我决定
8 却从死亡中给我occassiyon 机会
f. [82v]
9 with{w+t+}out yes1 我看到 / with{w+t+} out tong 我抱怨
10 我渴望毁灭 / 却又祈求健康
11 我爱着另一个人,而我憎恨我自己
12 我在悲伤中饱餐,在所有痛苦中欢笑
13 同样,死亡和生命都让我厌恶
14 而我的快乐是这场争斗的起因 /
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1. 抄写员的意思是“眼睛”。
这首诗被认为是 托马斯·怀亚特爵士的作品,[1] 由 H8 抄录,是 彼特拉克的Rime 134 的翻译。说话者生活在不确定中 - 介于恐惧和希望、生死之间的空间。怀亚特和彼特拉克都在他们的诗歌中探讨了爱情中相反的主题(爱与恨、悲伤与欢笑、快乐与争斗)。这首诗也出现在 托特尔杂集 中,标题为“对爱人中矛盾情感的描述”(第 49 项)。[2]
H8 在这部分经常在单词上画线,但他的或她的画线使单词的意义不确定。
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